I sat there numb for a while, Before I cried out loud. I laughed for a moment, Unable to believe that he was no more. And then, I cried again. Not a single hug could comfort me, Or stop the emotional turmoil. Memories are the best- Until, they begin consuming your peace. The last fight I had with my brother, Is still so fresh in my mind. The magnitude of my regret- Feels like it's infinite. I have a lump in my throat now, I just can't swallow the pain within me. A river took my brother's breath away- The facade of calmness it puts on, Reminds me of how it snatched him away. Our fights never lasted long, But the last memory I have of us- Makes me feel guilty everytime. I only wish, I had apologized. Blood does not connect all siblings, Some are connected by heart. I chose the best brother in the world, Perhaps, that's why God wanted him back. ©songbriti